Went to Anime Expo this passed weekend and it was amazing. I got to see a lot of good animes that I now want and I bought some awesome stuffs! Now that I’m back and had my first shift today it all feels so weird. I wish it would last forever, but I know I have to come back to the real world eventually. I was finally able to do my Nana cosplay, but no one knew who I was, so I was sad. My boyfriend was my number one fan though and took lots of pics. lol Life’s kinda sucking atm, but I hope that things can turn for the better soon or I may just go insane.
Ok, I haven’t been on her for what seems like forever, but I think it really only has been a week. lol I finally saw an advisor a week or two ago and got some good news. You know that stupid Biology class that I was in and everything seemed familiar? Well it all looked familiar cause I had taken it already and they didn’t tell me. The sucky thing is if I had had my appointment when I first transfered to my school I would have known that. Also, three of the classes I took at my old school might be able to count for three classes I have to take, which would be awesome! The only problem is I can’t seem to track the guy down I need to give the paperwork too. I will probably have to email him and ask him when he will be in his office. bleh. Also, I have been getting more hours at my awesome new job, which I love it to death. I am only supposed to be 10 hours a week, but it has been more like 15-18 hours a week. More money! ^_^My spring break is next week and time has just flown by. Everyone is complaining about midterms lately, but the beauty of my major is I don’t really have those in test form. Most of my classes have no tests at all. If only Psychology (which I’m in now) was like that. I will be going to Oceanside next week during my spring break with my parents and boyfriend, so I will try to take pics and post them when I get back! ^_^ Till then, I’ll post a pic of my mug to tide you all over after this post! Till next time lovies! ^_~
So 2012 has been kind of shitty, until this week, it all started on Tuesday. The morning kinda sucked cause I got woken up butt ass early by my stupid credit cards AGAIN! I tried to go to the outlets to give out resumes, but that didn’t work out. Then it happened…………. I got a call! The Public Library where I live called be back and wanted to interview me! Granted I had only had one interview since losing my job so this was the best news I could have gotten. I had an interview that day and they seemed pretty awesome. The next day, two of references called me to tell me that the library called and they gave me outstanding references. The following day my third reference told me the same thing. When I got home from class today, I got a call from the library……………THE JOB IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Best fucking news thus far in 2012, with an exception of getting the 4k grant for school, of course. For now I will only be getting 10 hours a week, but its better that I had, which was nothing. Later in the spring, they said when people who are planning on leaving, then I will be able to get more hours. The job pays $8.50 an hour since it is only an entry level position, but I am so fucking stoked. I have wanted to work at a library since I was 5! ^_^ On top of that my classes seem to be awesome AND at the end of the semester I will get paid $90 just to take notes for a fellow classmate in 2 of my classes. I think 2012 is starting to turn around and look better. Let’s hope that the rest of the year goes this well! ^_^
So things are starting to look up. Apparently I qualify for a grant for school and for a loan, but if the stupid Girl Scout Office would call me back then I won’t need the loan to pay my fees. Either way though it means I won’t have to take the semester off. YAY me! On the down side, I’m still jobless. I am trying more now though cause I found out the book store isn’t trying to get us a store at the moment. They are concentrating on getting locations in Los Angeles now. Totally BS. But oh well. Just means I need to be more proactive in getting a semi-permanent job instead of a temporary job. The credit cards are hounding me again, which really sucks, but I have my store up and running on etsy, so I’m hoping I can sell some to pay some of this debt off. Life is only partly sucking now, I can’t wait for it to not suck at all. When will that come?
Every year I make new years resolutions and I wind up never keeping them, but this year I will make it different. Well here they are:
1. Start working out regularly and lose the weight that I have gained over the years.
2. If people want to keep fucking me over and don’t want to be friends with me, then I say fuck them. I don’t need that kind of poison in my life.
3. Get out of debt.
Those three resolutions seem so simple to anyone else, but to me its really hard. For the first one, I have gotten so lazy and complacent that I am so out of shape and just don’t want to keep active anymore. For the second one, I’m too nice, plain and simple. I keep letting people in and let them torture me even though I know its going to make me sad or piss me off. Well I’m done. For the last one, I am so knee deep in debt that it’s not funny. I’m about to get into more too when I get my student loan, but if I work at an underachieving school I don’t have to pay that back which is good. I have for the most part been paying off my debt and not having to worry about it, but in 2011 I lost my job of 4 years which was inevitable, but then I got a new better job at another book store, which had to close temporarily due to us losing the building. I’m hoping that we get another building soon because no one else will hire me. I have been applying and applying and its just not happening. If my boyfriend could get one then that would help, but no one is hiring him either. It really sux right now for good people. I keep seeing all these people that are douche bags getting jobs when the good nice people can’t seem to get a lucky break. I hate it and I just want it to stop. Well that its for my rant of the day, I’ll probably be ranting more this year, cause I always felt better when I talked it out even if its just on a blog. Give me your thoughts, condolences or if you just want to talk, if you please.
This week sux. Not only am I getting ready for finals, but I have a big presentation to do on thursday but our powerpoint is not done. :( Also I have been sick all week and people have been annoying me. I need to get rid of this sickness cause stupid lady time starts next week on top of finals. Once this semester is done then I need to figure out how I’m going to pay for school next month cause the store still hasn’t found a building yet. I did get a couple days of work so I hope that check will help, but I need a job like now! So I hope they pick a building already!
So I have opted to keep myself busy this week with work, school, hw, and hanging out with some awesome friends that want to hang with me ^_^ Today hang with the baby, school, and then hw. Tomorrow, work and then hang out with my friend Lizzy. Wednesday more school and hw. Thursday school ALLLLLLL day, hw in the middle, and then to Angi’s house for some Vampire Diaries!!!!! ^_^ Friday work and maybe hanging with Greg. Saturday and Sunday are more work and not sure what else they may bring. That is my life this week. I wonder if I can find someone to do my hair that isn’t a psychological bitch like the one who did it last.